This Week

a lot of things happened this week. i met with the conch of love for 3 consecutive days and we hung out and talked a lot.

i am here again.

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life is weird.

the more older and wiser you get, the more you realize you don’t know shit about anything.

well, it ain’t a sad thing — but i think that’s a truth. life is so fucked up and complex, nobody really knows how to handle it (relationships, work, family, career, ego, etc). life if so fucked up — i know i already said that.

pasensha na kayo because i am stressed. it is now sunday and i still suffer from lack of sleep. actually, suffer is such a subtle way of describing it.

weve just finished editing 1/3 of the full-length movie were doing for cine malaya — congratulate us

nakakabaliw mag-edit ng full-length. man, if you thought 30-minutes avps were hard, try making a 1 1/2 hour long++ artfilm with limited budget and risky technology. nakakpraning chong!

ur editing material that ad been shot on 24frames/sec (frame rate of film) on a minidv camcorder (that usually understands 29.97 frames/sec) — wow technobabble haha!

anyways, for those who understand what i just said — napapraning ako. i suffer from dropframes, audio/video sync problems — and yes, interlaced fields. argh!

argh!

anyways, we finished editing 10 sequences yata today — not bad, not bad at all. auraeus thinks we could finish the entire thing in t next two weeks — thank god. i want my brain to rest. id buy my brain an on/off switch if there was one for sale. naaawa na ako sa kanya. i think i abuse it and overuse it at times.

i seem to have a hard time turning down creative things, happy things — the stuff i love doing.

pag may exhibit, shooting, editing, special effects, gig, recording, etc, etc, etc — isang kalabit lng — and for sure im there, unless im really, really, really tired.

that’s the thing, i almost never get tired.

siguro that’s the reason din why im almost never bored, coz im always doing something.

i’m not saying na im so fucking cool coz im involved with a lot of things. labo non. you dont even know half the story — of course you don’t, coz i’m not telling you

i have to get expert advice, i got to learn when to sa NO. i hardly say no to anything. lagi akong GAME. labo.

for a guy with a lot of things to worry and get hung ab out, lagi pa rin akong game.

i remember i was texting with Karl Roy the other day, coz i was bugging him to drop by at our EP launch (yup, the recording is over and the mixing is almost done folks! — finally! ), and kinda asking him to do a song with us, we wanted to do a POT cover hahaha — and then he replied:

“I’ll Check my sked”

natulala ako.

Karl Roy, the guy who is almost never sober, and who has tried almost any legal/illegal “medications” (i mean this in a good way karl haha!) has a schedule.

Karl Roy has a fucking schedule.

ganon?!?

why is he organized?

i have to learn his secrets, coz he seems pretty fucked up to me (i mean this in a good way, too karl)

anyways, if he does happen to drop by — we’re doing POT’s Fishcake — yeah! hehehe. tapos, FYB, tpos ulitin, tpos monkey on my back — de, loko lng, ok n a yung fishcake masaya na kami nun

asan na nga ba ako?

ah right.

uhmm btw, sorry i cant put items in BOLD or ITALICS right now coz im using Safari and it doesnt support them, well at least im on a Mac — duh.

sensha na kayo im not making sense. i miss doing this.

not making sense.

i miss messing around, like the way kids do it.

pagod na akong mag-isip. gusto ko ng ice cream.

gusto ko ng magpakabobo ulit.

hahaay…

buti na lng, ive got my conch to help keep me sane and healthy